emotion is my drug i'm just another addict i need to inhale its soft, fresh incense caressing gentle rays of light shining from my heart god's electric touch crackling i share a great, beautiful, universal truth my grin-stretched face infectious joy, laughter from birdsong to sunset i'm just another addict i need to swallow it bitter, dry, hard too large for my throat its muddy, slow sadness sliding and spreading mercilessly beneath my chest tiny fingers gripping my heart as i stare into the darkness alone and forsaken and frightened and ashamed the salt of my tears cleansing the crush of the world bearing down with its forlorn lullaby i'm just another addict i need to spike it, stab it into my veins wiggle the needle feeling fire and icy rage searing into my heart twisting and screaming violence, lashing out tearing, biting, clawing growling thunder blood pulsing after blood spears of anger from my eyes pierce the sky but then it's all quiet i just can't care s